{"id":1671,"date":"2017-11-05T17:19:35","date_gmt":"2017-11-05T22:19:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/?p=1671"},"modified":"2017-11-12T23:38:05","modified_gmt":"2017-11-13T04:38:05","slug":"tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/archives\/1671","title":{"rendered":"Tired"},"content":{"rendered":"

The world is such a bubble
\nI can’t believe I’ve stood atop it in hobnail boots,
\nand it hasn’t popped all this time.<\/p>\n

My eyes fail in one night of exhaustion.<\/p>\n

Lord, please let me sleep. I can’t sleep.
\nFor some reason, I can’t sleep.
\nI’m tired, so, so tired.
\nMy eyes are failing,
\nand I’ve been crying
\nexcitement and ignorance,
\ncollecting the tears in a cocktail of terror.<\/p>\n

It’s molotov, to be sure. Ducks on a pond
\nand comfort and the smell of wood and Ralph Lauren
\nFuzz in the air tonight. Brownish all.
\nDirty and dull. And cookies and sparkling cider.
\nHow far have I climbed up Jacapo’s ladder?
\nEternity stares through one eye.
\nHeraclitus. Good bye. Goodbye.
\n\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

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