{"id":848,"date":"2014-11-18T12:38:38","date_gmt":"2014-11-18T17:38:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/?p=848"},"modified":"2014-11-18T14:20:59","modified_gmt":"2014-11-18T19:20:59","slug":"love-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/archives\/848","title":{"rendered":"What does one love?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>what does one love?<\/p>\n<p>the sun standing proud in the middle, old gasball, and heroic, little earth spinning with a sidekick moon at her side<\/p>\n<p>the lights in the alleys of \u00a0cities \u00a0gone wild with graffiti on the sidewalk and the trash bins<\/p>\n<p>and when I went to Walden Pond and felt the force of nature and the sky<\/p>\n<p>the simmering, dimmening life and the peace &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>there were these swans and the swans were flying and the foxes jumped and the swans were dying<\/p>\n<p>and I was holding his hand and singing a song and I didn&#8217;t even think of crying.<\/p>\n<p>What does one love that one actually loves because loving means feeling the pain &#8211; and why does one love if the meaning&#8217;s elusive, the ending apparently grim?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; what does one love? the sun standing proud in the middle, old gasball, and heroic, little earth spinning with a sidekick moon at her side the lights in the alleys of \u00a0cities \u00a0gone wild with graffiti on the sidewalk and the trash bins and when I went to Walden Pond and felt the force&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[6],"tags":[19,8,215,3],"class_list":["post-848","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writings","tag-useyourbrain","tag-first-impressions","tag-meaning","tag-poetry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4WcVY-dG","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=848"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":850,"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848\/revisions\/850"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=848"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=848"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rasmusen.org\/special\/ameliajane\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=848"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}